Looks Like It’s Time

I’ve been thinking for a long time and I thought I should say this. Since they have announced the conclusion of ProSeka’s Main Story by 2028 (2029 for those outside Japan), it is time for me to let go of Sekai.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m still angry at the Global Server for adding Southeast Asia instead of making its own server. After I’ve been living my life for more than 3 years, my feelings haven’t changed at all. I even tried the things I left behind since I was a bit distraught and devastated at the time. Even I did manage to finish the things I should do, I still feel that way after giving up Virtual Singers.

I never thought of coming back listening to the songs. The only song, or maybe two, I always listen to are Strangers by Heavenz, and Meteor by John Zeroness. I always live my life without a care in the world. Not once thought living my own life. I even play games most of my time especially both video games and mobile games. Somehow, playing games only is not enough.

I watch videos before. Well, mostly video game related. I never stopped watching them playing games with full energy. Watching them playing a game in a set of video compilation was worth it. Still, even if I wanted to try the challenges they did, I would end up too emotional with my experience. One day, I will make a challenge of my own, just this once.

After all the bad things I said about Sekai, my life was nothing but a wasted life. I don’t know what to do from here on out. And, if my heart ever felt recovered from the recoil, maybe I will give Virtual Singer songs another chance. Not always, just whenever I feel like it. For now, I don’t know if I could properly say thank you to her. For giving me a chance to hear her voice until I forget myself.